Jakob78 Posted February 1 Share Posted February 1 More likely that the guy next to me is day dreaming about me! 1 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jakob78 Posted February 2 Share Posted February 2 Anyone have a link to the original Jolias stories? I'd like to read it Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DennisFLL Posted February 3 Author Share Posted February 3 CHAPTER 8 I couldn't do it. I mean, I could do it, of course, but, the next morning in class I kept holding the Denny's receipt in my hand with his name and phone number on it, constantly looking at it, marveling at something so insignificant as his handwriting. I just couldn't bring myself to do it, though. ‘Text him, already,’ I scolded myself. I hadn't even bothered to enter his number into my phone yet. But I think, on some level, I was afraid to text him and get no response. I wasn’t even the tiniest bit worthy of him actually potentially being my boyfriend. There I go again, beating myself up! Selling myself short! I'm sure a psychiatrist would have a field day with me. I could acknowledge that it would be foolish of him to ignore me, since we share a class, and he'd have to face me eventually, but I've felt the shame of rejection before. There's never any shame on the part of the rejecter. I could text him, get no response, and when next I see him he could totally play it off like he never got my message or that his phone was dead or maybe he’d changed his number or... who knows? Or, he'd become cold and ignore me entirely. At least if I don't text him I could hold onto hope that we could become friends... or maybe more. Sometimes it's the not knowing that's preferable. I think? But then I looked back at the little scrap of paper with his masculine handwriting. 'Why put on this big show and go as far as sneaking his number into my pocket only to reject me?' I wondered to myself. I flicked the paper between my fingers, totally ignoring the fact that there was a professor giving a lecture and I should have been taking notes. I considered taking my phone out and texting him right now, but that would be too conspicuous right in the middle of a class. So I continued to sit there, ignoring the lecture, contemplating which path to take on the matter. Do I text him, or be a total loser and miss out on this golden opportunity? And then, OMG, it occurred to me that maybe he really wanted me to text him and he was waiting to see that from me and disappointed that I haven't done it yet. My mind flashed to an image of a disappointed Jolias, and it made my heart hurt. So, immediately, just like that, my brain switched to a new mode. An eager and anxious and antsy mode where all I could do now was sit and squirm and impatiently wait for the class to end, still not even bothering to take notes because all I could think about was Jolias. What little I had written in my notebook was literally just his name. And not just his name, but his name in my own handwriting, and several times I attempted to copy his handwriting. And then, finally, the only way I knew class was even over was because I saw everyone else getting up. I know that I’m going to really regret not paying attention in class. But my brain had no focus in learning anything other than if it involved Jolias. I didn't wait a second longer - I jumped up, threw my stuff into my satchel and put my hoodie on. I then took out my cellphone and began moving out of the room and the building that I was in to escape to the solitude of the library until my next class, which started in less than an hour. I put his name in my phone and it even crossed my mind to add other little icons next to his name, but... I decided not to. It seemed lame. And also, a bit too soon. But, I was definitely conscious now just how much I really ached for him. With his name officially in my contacts, I opened the messenger app and typed in his name and it popped right up. "Jolias" it said on the screen in the "To:" field. ...And I got stuck. What do I even say? It's been too long, because of my fearful delaying, for me to be that casual about it. What do I say to smooth over the fact that I’ve waited about twelve hours to text him? But... wait a minute. We aren't dating. He hasn't even definitely shown interest in dating me. He didn’t even kiss me, like I so wanted him to. We've barely breached the threshold of friendship. So... On autopilot, I finally managed to input text into the body of the message. "Hey it's Mike" and I hit send. And then immediately after that: "How's your day so far?" and send. And then, like the impatient and anxious person that I am, I stared at the screen waiting for the little bubble with the dots to pop up, somehow believing he'd be ready to respond right away. But, when nothing happened for a full sixty seconds, unreasonably upset, I made my way to the library building. Almost there, suddenly, I caught something in my vision. A guy with dark hair and with a covered-up broad-shouldered body was heading in another direction. The campus gym was very close to the library building. I could see the library and its main entrance, and this guy was heading in the direction of the gym entrance. Broad-shouldered body + heading for the gym + dark hair = Jolias? 'Fuck fuck fuck!' I thought to myself. I mean, I wanted to see him, but at the same time, I didn't. I'd almost rather stick to the worrying over texting for now. I wasn’t able to see the guy’s face, so I was uncertain if it even was Jolias. But that body, or should I say physique, was just like Jolias’s, with the same two-and-a-half to one ratio of shoulders to hips. And he looked about the same height, and with that same gorgeous head of dark hair from the back. He rounded the corner and was then out of sight. Damn! I knew Jolias went to the gym and he had said to me that he had to eat to feed his muscles. Guys with muscles always went to the gym. To get even bigger muscles and make them bulge and be sexier for all of their admirers. OMG, I was getting myself hard again with this kind of thinking. Since I met Jolias it really didn’t take that much! Hesitantly, I was now heading toward the gym. I still hadn’t heard any message from him. Nothing, and I sighed. I actually considered going inside the gym entrance, to see if it was him that had entered. But then it'd be awkward and weird, just walking in and looking around, and then exiting. I was so slender that everyone, of course, would know I would never be there to work out. They would all question me why I was even there at all! Also, I know that there are muscle-guys there that love to bully slim guys like me. Makes them feel even more muscular and they even get sexually turned on by really hurting weaklings like me as they flex their muscles and take their lunch money. Or, haha, maybe that was just in some of the fictional porn muscle stories and videos I masturbated to?! And then I thought 'Fuck it' and hurriedly walked over to the gym doors and peered through the window. I could see several guys milling about, some in workout clothes, others in regular attire. But I couldn't see Jolias. But that meant nothing because I wasn't even seeing the guy that I saw walk in either. I started to walk away, but decided that I had to at least take one moment to appreciate some of the hot dudes showing off their nice bodies with their revealing gym attires. Right? Some skinny or fat people would get in the way, though. And then, when I didn’t see anything that this muscle-obsessed ‘dude’ would be interested in, I turned quickly to walk away and I bumped my head right into what felt like a steel-beam. Oh my god, so hard I saw stars. With my head spinning a little, I then realized that what I thought initially was a steel beam, was actually a fully-clothed, tall bodybuilder’s solid massive pectorals that I had slammed against! 22 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tjdonger Posted February 3 Share Posted February 3 Really like the story. Hoping our little guy grows some. Might be helpful to connect them again. Thanks. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DennisFLL Posted February 3 Author Share Posted February 3 6 minutes ago, Tjdonger said: Really like the story. Hoping our little guy grows some. Might be helpful to connect them again. Thanks. Thanks, Tjdonger, for the compliment. As far as Mike growing, I don't think it's in the cards, as he likes the muscular-size difference between himself and a bodybuilder. And regarding them getting together, well, the next chapter may reveal your answer. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jtchef2 Posted February 4 Share Posted February 4 Amazing new chapter 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DennisFLL Posted February 4 Author Share Posted February 4 8 hours ago, Jtchef2 said: Amazing new chapter Hi there, Jtchef2 - thanks for all of your support. If you thought that one was amazing, I think you'll appreciate a favorite chapter of mine coming up soon! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DennisFLL Posted February 5 Author Share Posted February 5 CHAPTER 9 "S-so s-sorry," I stuttered out, in just a little bit of pain. I realized that I had slammed into the chest of a fully-clothed obvious bodybuilder, and, from what it felt like to me, he probably just worked his pectorals on chest day. I had never felt the chest of a bodybuilder before, and I have to say, that save for the pain to my head, it was quite an enlightening experience, to say the least. And then, when I looked up, I saw who it was! "'S'okay, little dude," he said in his deep voice, smiling down at me in that heart-melting handsome way that he does. “No apologies needed.” "J-Jolias!" I stuttered again, suddenly massively elated that I was with him again. And massively elated that Jolias had a chest that felt like that! But then I remembered that he still hadn’t texted me back. The same guy who was standing right in front of me, looking down at me with what definitely appeared to be a loving smile, also didn’t return my text message. "Hope you didn’t get hurt in that collision and your head’s OK,” he asked with genuine concern. I looked upset about something, so he followed it up with, “Hey, why you so stressed, little dude?" He then play-punched my shoulder, happy to see me. I shrugged. "Maybe it’s because I just banged my head into something very hard.” And then, "I sent you a text, like, maybe ten or fifteen minutes ago." He smiled again, and almost nervously replied, "Yeah, I had gotten worried before that you weren’t gonna text me at all." My god, Jolias seemed really serious about my delay in finally texting him, and my earlier concern about that delay I now knew was correct. But it left me a little confused also. "So you did get my text..." I muttered, probably saying it out loud what I should have kept in my head. "Yeah, and didn't you see what I said back?" 'What?' I thought to myself this time. 'No, I didn't because you didn't text me ba--' I stopped my own thought as I looked at my phone and saw there was, in fact, a new message. Yes, from Jolias, maybe just a few minutes after I had texted him: ‘Sup little dude so glad to hear from you got to gym after my class wanna come?’ "Oh. Huh. I guess I didn't hear my phone go off..." I muttered, realizing that I’m in a state of mind over this gorgeous hunk of male beef that I didn’t even hear the phone pinging. "So, wait, you were coming here anyway? I figured you were here to meet me since I asked if you wanted to come!" he said excitedly, smiling. And now I felt really awkward because I was really only here to be a creep and stalk him. "I, uh, yeah, I was just... trying to meet you here," clearly a lie. He cocked his head, and did the adorable thing he does frequently. I watched him raise that sexy eyebrow and his eyes became slits as he said in his deep voice, “But wait, didn't you just say you didn't know I texted you back?" Fuck. "Umm..." and then I just acquiesced, having lost all energy to try to maintain any façade. "Okay, please don't think I'm, y'know, a creep, but I thought I saw you go in here--" I gestured at the building, "--and I was trying to see if it really was you. I was really hoping it was." "Ohhh shit," he said grinning, "That's not creepy, that's just a little dude like you trying to see his friend!" I exhaled a deep breath I didn't know I'd taken. "Ah, yeah, that's... actually a good way to see it," I said, smiling, more relieved than anything else and I giggled as my face turned red. “And, Jolias, I’m sorry it took me so long to finally text you.” “Ah little dude, there you go again with those apologies. No worries,” he said with that handsome smile that filled his whole face with dimples and white teeth appearing. We looked at each other for several seconds and I couldn’t believe I had any doubts about him earlier. Then suddenly, Jolias pulled out his phone and glanced at it and then put it right back in his pocket. "Well, it's already past 11, wanna join me?" he asked, a hopeful grin on his face with those caterpillar eyebrows of his going up. "Fuck," I muttered, looking at my own phone to confirm the time. "Nah, I can't, I got class in like ten minutes. Another time?" "Fuck yeah, little dude, we should figure out what our schedules look like so we know when we're both free during the day," he said, thrusting his square chin at me, that somewhat cocky grin on his face that I remembered from the previous night. "Text me, alright?" he said, also just like last night. He then play-punched my shoulder again and brushed past me to enter through the gym doors. "Later, then. Lifting time for me now little dude!" he said as the doors were closing. His total joviality is something from which I ought to be taking a lesson. He seems so relaxed about things. And I'm sincerely getting the impression that I'm way overthinking everything. So, I took my phone, which was still in my hand, and unlocked it, opened the messenger, and texted him. Nothing major. Kind of lame even. But, it was something. " enjoy the pump! Build those muscles real big!" And this time, in mere seconds, the bubble popped up. And then: "hell ya dude, ‘ceps bulging real huge and peak so high and sexy. lets try n get lunch together". My heart jumped, and I was dangerously low on time for class but 'fuck it, I'll be late,' I thought to myself. Then responded: " I'll let ya know when im done class " 18 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jtchef2 Posted February 6 Share Posted February 6 Hell yeah Brick wall of chesticles knocking some sense into the lil dude! Please keep the chapters coming 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DennisFLL Posted February 6 Author Share Posted February 6 7 hours ago, Jtchef2 said: Hell yeah Brick wall of chesticles knocking some sense into the lil dude! Please keep the chapters coming Thanks, Jtchef2. Chapter 10, with a surprise pic should be posted by tomorrow. It's longer and different - you'll see! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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